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a few things. [Mar. 6th, 2008|11:15 am]
pregnant. quitting smoking. no caffeine. lost writing. teething toddler. no family support. no medication. flu. new computer. dior perfume. thirty brand new books. victims membership. new toys for baby. all bills paid. money can buy a little bit of happiness.

christian seriano. fierce and well deserving. i've been roleplaying an essence of him before PR4 ever even aired. BD:1/2b2. Yup. adore.

i'm cryptic, because i don't know you.
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[Jan. 3rd, 2008|02:06 pm]
Home soon. Hopefully!
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[Dec. 22nd, 2007|08:10 am]
My dad had open heart surgery. I'm going to be up in Kingman to take care of him, starting this evening. I may be gone for 5-6 weeks. CJ, if you delete and purge my journals, you're an asshole and extremely cold hearted. And none of this "people should be able to log in every once in awhile", yeah no. This isn't sitting on journals, this is what I'd call dealing with RL, so leave my journals alone :[
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prompt b073: promise [Dec. 20th, 2007|02:23 am]
Prompt:
Promise
Character:
Julian (SF)
Summary:
Julian's up to something. What. No clue, but this is what he's going to be up to for however long I have to be gone.

Across the horizon, the contrast of the white snow against the black clothing made the four men stand out across the open icy plains. However, there was no concern that they would be spotted. There was no life for miles. The land was inhabitable. The snow was the same in December as it was in July. There were no trees, moss, shrubs, animals or people. Aside from a few bugs, there was no living, breathing thing in the area.

do you think what you need is a crutch )
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[Dec. 14th, 2007|01:13 pm]
I haven't disappeared here. I had a bitch load of work to do on IJ. Now that it's finally settled down, I'm over here to set up my little evil brain dwellers. This is for my own list, to figure out who I need to get profiles, and better layouts for:


Ethan
Tevin
Julian
Barty
Andy
Brandon


As for the issues that popped up here. I'm personally on the side of ~clandestine. I think what happened to her was fucked up and the way people are still being trashy on ~news is shitty and absolutely no better than what she was accused of.~clandestine had a right to bitch and just bring up concerns after what just happened. The situation might have been a mistake on the admins part, which is understandable to an extent, but the way it was handled was of very poor taste.

They're way too quick here to pull journals out from under people here and I feel like it's school "Update in a time frame that's convenient to us or we'll take away your journal" and it's absolutely ridiculous. It almost makes me nervous to play over here, especially since life is unpredictable and I have a daughter. If I'm away for a couple months, I'd be really pissed to come back to find out that my journals have been purged and I don't have the money to pay for my rp journals right now. I don't think the situation was handled well. It makes me uneasy. And what if we were to complain about this? Wouldn't surprise me if I came to find this journal purged or banned because the admins don't like my opinion.
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prompt b048: kiss [Nov. 13th, 2007|05:14 pm]
Prompt: Kiss
Character: Ethan (nano novel)
Summary: Ethan and Bevon's first kiss. This is part of my nano qouta for the day. it started out as a prompt. two birds. one stone.

Ethan listened as Bevon spoke. He heard the words. Honestly, he did. He knew that Bevon was right. He needed to let go of his father's ghost and become his own person. He needed to make decisions based on what he wanted, rather than what his dead parents might have expected him to do. They were thoughts he'd had himself. The words were hear, but it wasn't what Ethan was focused on.

the best part of believe is the lie )
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prompt b047: keepsake [Nov. 13th, 2007|01:55 am]
Prompt: Keepsake
Character: Ethan (am rpg)
Summary: Ethan returns to Gavin's castle for closure after the Death Eater raid. Approximately a year after, give or take. This is what I get from listening to "Tranquilize".

The large brass double doors were open. The decorative glass in the middle was shattered, as were nearly all of the windows in the giant castle that Ethan had once called a sanctuary. The gardens that were once green were all dead now. Brown skeletal remains were all that were left of bushes and trees that were once lush and thick. The flowers that had been in full bloom during his wedding to Parvati were smashed and rotten. It was a drastic change and Ethan had taken a sharp breath after he apparated onto the property.

silently reflection turns my world to stone )
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prompt b052: masquerade [Nov. 11th, 2007|02:05 pm]
Prompt: Masquerade
Character: Julian (novel)
Summary: Julian attends a Masquerade in Paris and seeks his next victim. (sort of want to use it for the novel, but there really isn't anywhere to fit it in and it's all 400 and something pages. We'll see. I know I wasn't going to do anything of these in November, but I had an itch to.)

French high society wasn't much different than English high society or any group of rich people when it came down to it. It was in the threads of the human mind. It was simply nature for the well-to-do to flaunt their wealth in extravagant parties and feasts. They got some sort of sadistic pleasure in stuffing their faces full of food in front of their hungry undernourished servants. Like an inquisitor who enjoyed to pull the lever of the -- on a man innocent of any crime, to get him to confess as a heretic; the rich shoved their fancy clothes, expensive accessories and new automobiles into the view of those who would never get a taste of such a life, who scrambled to make a living. It was as if they were saying: "Look at us and what we can buy because our ancestors did a favour for the King. We're better than you and your existence is pitiful."

lead me not into temptation )
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prompt b017: confession [Oct. 4th, 2007|01:51 pm]
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Prompt: Confession
Character: Caitlyn Stanwell (novel. HA. how's that for a change?)
Summary: Caitlyn goes to confession. She's not even Catholic. Won't be used but it's amusing and it helps me flesh out her personality.

"Forgive me Father, for I have sinned. It has been three months since my last confession," her black lace gloved hands laid before her in prayer, a slight smirk played on her lips. Her dark satin dress billowed around her as she knelt down. Her black lace veil covered her eyes and her painted lips. The Stanwell had always been brought up through the Church of England. Her mother would have died of embaressement, if she knew that her daughter had entered a Catholic confessional booth. That was the point behind it all. Religion was a game to her. One of the few charades that she could play socially without getting a reputation that was unsuited for her.

a subtle kiss that no one sees )
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music prompt: pretty girls make graves [Oct. 4th, 2007|10:25 am]
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Prompt: Pretty Girls Make Graves - The Smiths
Character: Julian (SF)
Summary: In Leningrad, Julian deals with his break up with Giselle.

This was supposed to be a good thing for him. Giselle was bad for him all around. That had been a given, even six months ago when they had toyed with the idea of being together while in Azkaban. What had made him give in to lust was beyond him. Was Rabastan right again? Did he really need both women? No, he wasn't going to think on it. He wasn't going to give LeStrange that satisfaction. What did the other man know of love. He was void of emotion. He was a blank figure. Women might have fallen for Rabastan's act, but Julian was an expert at spotting a falseness in someone's attitude and actions. It was true, Julian gave into emotions far more often than LeStrange seemed to, but Julian knew quite well what the both of them were and how much they were alike. This was where they differed. Julian was capable of feeling pain, sorrow and loss. He wasn't as far gone mentally as Rabastan seemed to be and while he may have overreacted, on more than one occasion, due to emotions, Julian was still glad he was capable of feeling something. He felt more human, not so lost as an individual.

i could have been wild i could have been free )
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prompt b005: anniversary [Oct. 3rd, 2007|02:12 pm]
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Prompt: anniversary
Novel or RPG: RPG (SF/SA transition period)
Summary: The fifth year anniversary of Giselle's Death. He's been wanting this written for over a week now for some reason.

Julian was madly in love with Sioned, obsessive really. That was a given. Sixteen years of marriage truly was a miracle for someone like him. Every year was celebrated like a milestone, because in actuality, it was. He'd had his few affairs over the years. He had honestly believed he'd loved every one of them. Sioned was different though. There was something about her that made him really commit. She had been the constant figure in his life for sixteen years. She was the one he could trust and the one he knew would always be around. As long as she remained loyal to him, he put her on a pedestal and she was his Queen. It was a position that no other woman had yet to achieve with him and after this long, there was no sense in thinking that there ever would be anyone else to fill that position. They lived in their own world. Others might have judged, but to each other they were perfect, even if as individuals they fell short on a few things.

afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me )
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100 more prompts [Oct. 2nd, 2007|04:25 pm]
i've got nothing on you baby, but i always said i'd try )
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music prompt list [Oct. 2nd, 2007|01:45 pm]
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meme:

1) Choose any album by any musician.
2) Choose any character of yours.
3) Use each track as a prompt, and write scenarios featuring the chosen character.
4) If the song contains lyrics, you must somehow incorporate one line from that song, verbatim, into the scenario. It can be in narration, in description, in dialogue, whatever. Have fun with it! Be creative!

originally created by poorlilrockstar @ GJ.com


The Smiths/Morrissey Compilation

I Want the One I Can't Have
Girlfriend in a Coma
Suffer Little Children
Pretty Girls Make Graves

Fall Out Boy: Infinity on High

Hum Hallelujah
The Take Over, the Break's Over

The Killers: Sam's Town
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prompt 094: independence [Oct. 2nd, 2007|01:30 pm]
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Prompt: independence
Novel or RPG: RPG (SF)
Summary: Julian gives Rita Skeeter something to write about.

With the ups and downs of the stress of his relationship issues with Giselle and harbored feelings for Liz, which he was sure he would never act upon, Julian's idea on what he would do for Rita had changed several times. He had thought on the murder of several women. He wanted to make them all blonde like his annoying second wife and he wanted the murders to be brutal. In the end though, he decided the smarter decision would be to make the kill political. Rabastan had been right, he needed to learn not to feed off his own emotions. A professional kill was far more respectable than one done out of personal vengence.

meat is murder )
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prompt 096: drugs [Sep. 30th, 2007|11:46 am]
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Prompt: drugs.
Novel or RPG: RPG (SF)
Summary: Julian's first experience with pot laced with cocaine supposedly. Also pining over Liz/Anya and losing his virginity to VV. NSFW and rated high. It's not woah graphic, but you get the gist of what's going on.

Julian apparated into the house that he shared with the three other blokes he had gone to Durmstrang with. His best friends and his only friends. They had only lived there a couple months, but lines had already been drawn. Julian and Aleksandr were always in while the other two were always out and vice versa. They hardly ever saw each other, but the slop the other two seemed to enjoy living in irritated him. The idea that they should all live together hadn't been fully though through and there was regret in the decision. Julian removed his snow soaked scarf and hung it up. He then started to go through the house, cleaning up the messes that had been left that afternoon.
He dusted off the rest of the snow and used his wand to light a fire in the fireplace. He rubbed his hands together in an attempt to thaw them. They ached from the cold. He glanced over at the clock. It was almost ten and he found it curious that he seemed to be the only person in the home. Alek should have been home by now.

the sanest days are mad )
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prompt 028: children [Sep. 30th, 2007|11:44 am]
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Prompt: Children
Novel or RPG: Novel
Summary: Julian reflects on his childhood while sitting in Kensington Gardens, 1912.

There was no chance of rain that day. No, there wasn't a cloud in the sky. Odd for May and the sunshine didn't suit Julian's state of mind. Screams of children could be heard playing near the newly erected statue of Peter Pan. Brilliant idea that was. Barrie is a genius, he had thought to himself despite the solomness of his mood. His eyes focused on one boy in particular with a strange curiosity. A thought had plagued his thoughts for well over a week now and every afternoon since he'd heard about the mysterious statue, he had sat in the park as if he was waiting for someone. In truth, he was. His son.

he used to be such a sweet boy )
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prompt 060: drink [Sep. 30th, 2007|11:44 am]
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Prompt: Drink
Novel or RPG: Novel
Summary: Julian's first absinthe experience. May or may not be used in book. Probably not. Just needed to get my mind off my headache.

"Straight flush," Julian stated and spread his cards out on the table. There was an obscene mutter from the man sitting across the table, as the pay out was pushed towards the winner. Julian pocketed the money. He stood from the table and gave a polite nod of his head to excuse himself, before he made his way back over to the bar where his brother and Zoe discussed the latest performance by Mistinguett.

love, peace and harmony... very nice but maybe in the next world )
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music prompt: hum hallelujah [Sep. 30th, 2007|11:42 am]
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prompt: Hum Hallelujah by Fall Out Boy
character: Julian (SF)
summary: I could post this in the comm... I probably should, because this will be SF canon, but really could not avoid making it a music prompt and this song is 100% absolutely perfect. Seriously, Emam go read the lyrics! and download the soooong. ok a real summary: Julian's suicide attempt and afterwards. And I should get more points for using so many of the lyrics. Not hard as it's been my obsessive song for over a week now. Maybe that triggered it. I'm off track now.

Let's get one this straight. One thing, that Julian Derrick would like everyone to know. He was not a man to attempt suicide. No, the idea of it alone was against his very nature. Fascinated by death, yet terrified of it at the same time; he took lives and lived off the thrill, yet the thought of taking his own had never crossed his mine. He was obsessed with himself and getting everything he wanted and as everything he ever wanted was slowly destroying him as he recieved them, he was finally put just off the key of reason.

I sing the blues and swollow them too )
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music prompt: i want the one i can't have [Sep. 30th, 2007|11:42 am]
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prompt: I Want the One I Can't Have by The Smiths
character: Julian (psl)
summary: From a time travel psl I have currently. How Julian dealt without Pansy for twenty years. It's really a bunch of rambling that won't make sense to really anyone but the person I have the psl with and it was rushed. I'm not happy with it. I'll probably edit it later.

Durmstrang didn't hold the charm it had once held. True, Julian had been relieved to be accepted back. He felt further away from the comforts he had grown accustomed to, his one term away, however. She was gone. There wasn't anything he could do about it. Even if he had remained at Hogwarts. She wouldn't be there. A sort of coldness had overcome him. His friends didn't matter. His family didn't matter. His goals didn't matter. He was alone and he couldn't find a substitute to fill the void.

and somehow that really impressed me )
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music prompt: suffer little children [Sep. 30th, 2007|11:40 am]
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Prompt: Suffer Little Children - The Smiths
Character: Julian (SF version I guess, technically)
Summary: Julian's obsession with true crime that rarely come out unless he's looking at Sickert artwork. This hasn't happened yet, as "Suffer Little Children" doesn't come out until May 1984, but the song itself plays a huge role in the piece.

Julian had a new hero. He'd never admit to anyone that his new hero was a muggle. That would just be unheard of. That went against everything he preached and everything that he had been fighting for politically for well over a year now. This wasn't the first time Julian had found qualities in a muggle to appreciate. He respected Adolf Hitler. He lived by the teaching of Fredriech Nietzsche. This was different, however. This was an obsession. He blamed the entire issue on Sioned. This was her fault. This and her bleeding rock music.

whatever he has done, I have done )
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