Conni(e)'s (Un)Conscious

shield the eyes of the innocent young babes

2008-11-30T17:56:36Z

i dreamt i left my laptop on overnight in the old bathroom. when i woke up and checked it w/ my glasses off, i saw that darien IMed me on two of my sns. he said that he and megumi were having a baby. he told me that their choice for a boy's name was adam and something else i forget. for girls, he gave two other names that were unique and long (i forget those too). darien was afk/idle atm but i IMed him anyway. i said that adam was a good name since twas their first child. and twas good that they also picked out unique names. but what about naming their kids darien, mamoru, or usagi? i checked the laptop again hours later, but my messenger windows were all closed os. so i looked in my convo logs to see if darien Imed me, but i couldn't find it.
i dreamt a black couple were having a baby. the mom's stomach was transparent like glass, so lots of ppl, including the dad, were looking at the baby. its eyes were open. the dad put his hand over the baby's eyes so s/he wouldn't see the real world b4 s/he was born. he then took a couple digital camera pix of it right in its face. then the baby was suddenly out of the mom's stomach, moving its arms around freely.
i dreamt todd's daughter and i went into this room where other kids (about third or fourth grade age) were. but twas like an orgy fest os cuz they were all masturbating or having sex. i covered the daughter's eyes so she wouldn't see.
i dreamt i was watching a movie of golden compass, but twas very dif from the book. lyra met pan in tiger form in a cave. i think lyra might've been the daughter from the dream above.
i dreamt odango had burrowed a hole into her cage bedding and built up a wall up to shield herself from loud noises and bright lights.

dishwasher

2008-11-30T05:24:26Z

i dreamt i opened the dishwasher while twas in the process of washing. and then i needed to restart it, but i didn't know how. i asked mom, but she wouldn't tell me. so i tried pressing the "clean" button. then i had doubts that that was the right one to push. i thought the "clean" button might be for washing the dishwasher, not for washing dishes.
i dreamt i was in the front seat of a car w/ 3 other women. i think two of them were shawna and mom. as we were driving, a couple fat mexican guys without shirts walked by. they looked at us and smiled. i looked away cuz i didn't want to give 'em attention.

two of the same pet again

2008-11-28T19:49:40Z

i dreamt there were two odangos. one had gray stripes across both sides of her; she either was shedding or pulling out her hair. i think i was trying to catch that one and put it back in the cage.
i dreamt that i found out that my work had hidden cameras in most of the rooms. my co-workers had watched the videos, but they didn't let on. i just picked up on it by the way they treated me--w/ coldness. now each time i went into a new room, i looked around the ceiling/walls to see if any hidden cameras were around.

cats, food

2008-11-27T19:55:04Z

i think i dreamt that kori was shaved, and she -- no, i dreamt that there was another kori that had her spots ripped off her. there were imposter koris. one was evil. at least one.
i think i had other dreams, but they slipped my mind.
oh, i dreamt mom made that galette!

?

2008-11-27T03:25:37Z

i think i dreamt that my boss told me to wear more professional pants, but i was already wearing black slacks.
i think i also dreamt that i got maple to work, so i started playing?

family, food, driving

2008-11-26T01:23:28Z

i dreamt i had to drive to lodi all by myself. mom, ryan, and dad were there waiting for me. at some point down the road, i had to get out of my car and run back up the freeway or w/e cuz i needed the right ticket in order to pass, and the ticket i got wasn't the right one. when i finally met w/ mom, dad, and ryan, i ordered a chocolate milk shake from an ice cream shop. i really wanted an ice cream that wasn't chocolate, but most of what they had was chocolate, and what wasn't chocolate wasn't good enough. then we had to meet one of mom's coworkers somewhere. i just wanted to go home.

y2j dream #61

2008-11-23T16:54:32Z

i dreamt y2j posted in my guild's chatterbox, responding to what ryan and i were talking about. he was angry.
i dreamt i was trying to put on a bra, and it was way too small. i had grown too much, and i was not happy. this dream had more stuff in it, mostly about family. but i forgot the other stuff.

fill out forms to see the animals

2008-11-23T01:16:32Z

i dreamt i was filling out forms in some room w/ other ppl seated at tables. i knew the boy across from me, and i also knew the boy sitting to my right at another table. they were both gay. one of them was cyprian. i introduced them to each other.
i dreamt i was w/ my family in some city. i saw a lake up ahead on the street we were walking on, so i ran to it. big birds were flying one by one off the lake. i told dad to take a pic of me and to make sure he got a flying bird in the pic. so he did. uncle theo was there too, and he also took a pic of me. but then dad or i dropped dad's camera, and the film popped out. luckily it was a new roll of film, so only 1 pic would be lost. dad wanted to try to put the film back in anyway, but i told him to try not to erase the pic we already had. he looked at the negatives, and one of the pix on there was of me when i was 5 years old, even tho the film was supposed to be new.

hidden booze

2008-11-22T03:44:03Z

i dreamt mom parted clothes in her old closet and saw dad had a booze cup hidden there. it had some booze in it. i looked in the china hutch to see if he kept any there. twas empty in there but there was no booze. there wasn't any in the fish tank stand either.

family, animals, school

2008-11-21T04:39:46Z

i dreamt ryan and i were sitting on the stairs at the old house, talking. then dad came home at midnight, so we hurried to turn off the lights. but we didn't get them all off in time b4 he came in. he immediately started complaining, since he saw we were up. as i walked up the stairs, i yelled back at him. in the bathroom shower were lots of frogs and fish. i opened the shower door--which was like mom and dad's--and heard them croaking. i smiled and thought how koot they looked. i closed the door and imitated one frog's movement. later i told ryan there were frogs and fish in the shower. but he said he wasn't gonna go look, cuz he wasn't gonna go in the bathroom.
i dreamt i had to sign up for new pu classes. i had to bring a semester report to the office--which was like at a hs--to prove i attended class there b4.

rushed

2008-11-20T05:27:38Z

i dreamt i was late for school at the old house. i had to go as a hs student as part of my job. i was complaining to dad that i wasn't gonna do this job for another year. dad was angry that i wouldn't. but then i told him twas cuz i got hw, and then he understood and wasn't so mad. ryan was gonna ride w/ me to skul in the car. i had to get pencils which were all short and unsharpened. i had to lace my shoelaces. what shoes would i wear w/ my purple and pink tie-dye shirt? pink and orange tie-dye tennis shoes matched all right. dad went in the garage to drink. i went in the kitchen. mom came home thru the garage, so dad hurried out, and he entered the kitchen thru the living room door. i went "ha!" and pointed my bunch of pencils at his throat. then mom came in the house; she was home early cuz she had a dr. appointment. she offered to drive me to skul, but i declined. ryan and i went in the garage. i was in the 3rd car garage, which i didn't recognize. it had a door which connected it to the other part of the garage. i wondered why i never noticed as i went thru that connecting door. didn't i always exit into the side yard? i opened the garage door but it stopped opening cuz the cats ran out os. so i had to do it again. i told ryan to get in first, climb over the driver's seat.

the full metal alchemist & bleach express

2008-11-19T02:40:25Z

i dreamt i was watching anime w/ ryan. in full metal alchemist, ed caught an older guy off guard by pretending to be genuine. then they were on a train together on the way to hell. they passed other trains in this abyss that were packed full of ghosts. ed and the older man recognized another man who was already a ghost in a nearby train. older guy w/ ed said to ed, "i thought he was indestructible" and "some say the only thing that exists are ghosts." i repeated that line aloud, cuz i thought it sounded like something i read in a buddhist book. the guy they knew started to talk to them, and they heard him even tho they were in different trains.
ryan and i watched bleach too. ichigo was eating a foam take-out box full of mochi. i told ryan, "i bet americans would think that's weird."

flying, family, baby

2008-11-18T06:13:18Z

i dreamt i was flying.
i dreamt aunt debbie told me to lead shawn away from the house for some reason. shawn was younger than me in the dream.
i dreamt a french guy was having a baby. he was snooty tho and didn't care. wasn't happy. he had to pick up his baby from some place. maybe a machine produced his baby os. the mother wasn't there, but she came later.
the dreams were more detailed, but i forgot.

black haired girl

2008-11-16T16:21:31Z

i dreamt i had a friend whose appearance reminds me of gretchen. she had black hair, was skinny, and was about 5'0" tall. sounds kinda like elisa or sabrina, but no, twasn't them. she was starving herself cuz she wanted to lose weight. so thruout the dream, i was telling her that that was the wrong way to go about it. i went into more detail than that, but i'm not gonna repeat myself cuz i have other things to do in waking life. and i also told her that she didn't need to lose weight anyway, cuz she was already skinny. she told me she was 100 pounds. i told her that was light. maybe it was megumi.

internet, school

2008-11-16T02:42:54Z

i dreamt dot e-mailed me and called me his future gf.

tresemee

2008-11-15T03:47:46Z

i dreamt i rode the bus to school. in class, i saw ray, my half brother. i asked a classmate if i should tell him he was my half bro. i ended up telling him. i added, "u look more asian than me!" even tho i think neither of his parents were asian, but he had black hair. at some point in the dream, i painted my nose purple, but it wore off later, like it was only sunblock. we had a sub teacher who didn't want any1 to talk. after class, tess talked to the sub. she said, "i know i'm not a teacher, but..." she was giving her a lecture, saying she was too strict os.

chloe's curse on kori

2008-11-11T17:48:59Z

i dreamt chloe put a curse on kori. she said that if i didn't get kori's collar off in 30 days, chloe would skin her. i worried about what to do, cuz i didn't wanna take her collar off. chloe ended up shaving her bald b4 the 30 days were even up. i still petted my shaved kori, and i could still see the heart in her.

pot stickers

2008-11-11T00:40:39Z

i dreamt there were 2 and a half pot stickers in the bathtub. i tried flushing the half pot sticker down the drain, which was a big hole with sucking power. it came back. so i had to pick 'em up w/ paper towels os and put 'em in the garbage. i think a couple ppl mighta helped me.

popcorn, zoo, escaflowne

2008-11-09T18:33:21Z

i dreamt mom made ryan popcorn, but she didn't let me know about it, so i didn't get to have any. so i told her to make me popcorn and not to let ryan have any of it.
i dreamt i went to the zoo. forgot what happened.
i dreamt i was in a video store os, and i saw two escaflowne movies. it seemed that the one i saw b4 was the 2nd movie. so i wanted to get the 1st. after i bought it tho, i was worried that i already saw it.

cloud dream #11

2008-11-08T01:53:45Z

i dreamt i looked in my aim logs and saw cloud talking to a bot. at first, he just told the bot to talk to sns that were enemies of mine. then he told it to talk to MY sns like kankeinai or w/e. the convo was dated the day i msged him on myspace. i was gonna sign on that kankeinai sn to see if the bot would still msg me even tho it was weeks ago since cloud gave the bot my sn. if the bot did msg me, i expected to be flooded/punted.
i dreamt i went to an apartment where some little girls were. they wanted me to trace sm pix w/ them using an overhead projector like i did at elisa's house in 6th grade. i said i would but on another day cuz i had to go now. i said "tomorrow at 2pm, okay?" that gave me enough time to get dressed and eat lunch and do some internet stuff. ryan was with me. as he and i were leaving, there were two older boys, who i guess were the brothers of at least one of those girls. one asked me to marry him. he was a druggy tho. i told him, "uh, we'll talk about it later."

gaia, baby, megumi

2008-11-07T00:08:23Z

i dreamt i looked up pink gift boxes on gaia, cuz i got one. there were surprisingly not many for sale. maybe around 5. one was selling for over 23k. the rest were all under 1k. so i bought all the ones under 1k and began to sell my collection for 1 gold under the highest price, which was like 23,464.

I dreamt I had a baby. The hospital took it from me early and hooked it up to a machine that made its head hard like a computer hard drive was put in. The skin on the outside was still very fragile and delicate. I was holding the baby close to my chest, and its face smeared; one eye got pulled closer to its ear. The baby talked like a robot. I hated what the hospital did to my baby. I definitely never wanted to have a baby in a hospital again. I was forced to go home without it. It was put in a white plastic cylinder container. I left, but got to see it from the street above from a sewer hole os. I said something like, "Bye baby," as I looked down on it. I wondered if it could hear or recognize my voice through the plastic. Drops of water fell onto the container--either rain or my tears. When I came back for it on another day, its face was no longer messed up.

I dreamt I was telling Megumi that she should cyber with Darien. She said she didn't like cybering. I said, "Don't do it for you. Do it for him. It'd mean the world to him. He cybers with strangers all the time, but wishing he was doing it with you." I was serious. Megumi said, "You're very thoughtful."

internet, family

2008-11-05T01:05:48Z

i dreamt restricted e-mailed me some long e-mail.
i dreamt ~ talking to ryan about dad's drinking prob at the old house. i pulled him into my room so we could talk without dad eavesdropping. but even tho we talked about it in my room, dad ended up peeking around the corner of my doorway and listening anyway.

family, school, books, realistic, internet

2008-11-04T01:26:19Z

i dreamt of a strange brown white-spotted flying bunny. it flew up and took a nose dive into the ground. then it flew around me and stopped so i could pet it, which i did. i wondered how odango would react to it and what i should name it.
i dreamt ryan and i were fighting together against some boy. we were winning cuz twas 2 against 1. later, the boy fought alone w/ ryan. they went into a pool, armed with weapons that looked like giant throwing stars.
i dreamt my family and aunt ruth were around a table. dad was telling ruth that i was taking an addictions class. i said "that was 2 or 3 years ago." i told ruth my real classes. one i told her about was a feminist studies class. dad asked what feminism was. i said: "sexism is when you don't treat both genders equally. feminism is when you believe in treating both equally." ruth listened, but dad stopped; he lost interest and put on some headphones os.
in another scene, i was reading something by sandra lee bartky.
in another scene, i was narrating a movie. there was a woman and her daughter, lost in the city. i said, "ppl will see this mother and daughter and treat them like two little girls cuz they see women as uncapable of taking care of themselves." then the woman hid behind her daughter.
i dreamt i was filling out paper work for some doctor. i signed my name badly, and i wondered if they'd think i was an imposter.
i dreamt i got hacked in gaia. i was anxious to change my pass, but i was also in a hurry to go somewhere (maybe to bed?), so i didn't get to.

family, games, realistic, school, anime

2008-11-02T22:40:22Z

i dreamt i was on some vacation w/ family. it was somewhere south but high in the mountains. sometimes there was snow.
i dreamt i was playing a video game like zelda oracle of ages. i had to warp between the past, present, and future. i was getting confused about which was which.
i dreamt brandon was now the first grade ta.
i dreamt that i went to use a public washroom, and the stall i went into had two pieces of poop on the top of both sides of the toilet. the poop was light gray and looked like it came out of a tube of whip cream or easy cheese. i took some toilet paper and pushed both pieces of poop into the toilet. after i got out of the stall, i heard that those pieces of poop were actually daughters that girls aborted.
i dreamt i was wearing my sm outfit, but the bow was messed up. one side was too large, and the other side was hardly there.

smz, anime

2008-11-01T16:05:27Z

i dreamt i was writing smz. i had elisa as sailor sag, and i was gonna have her hair black and shoulder length like hotaru's. then i wondered if i should have madelena as a sailor senshi. since her b-day was in june, she'd have to be sailor cancer. i didn't have a sailor cancer yet in the dream. but then i thought her identity as queen lily should be discovered in the same ep that twas discovered that she's a sailor senshi. i wasn't sure if i wanted the other chars to find out so soon.
i dreamt i was in a shower, and i was filling the water all the way to the top, above my head. ryan told me to do it in order for something to happen, but i forget what that something was. anyway, it didn't work. and i told him so. then the dream turned into anime. some detective entered the dream, maybe investigating why i filled up the shower and if i was in any danger. and there were two anime girls fighting behind a curtain. when the curtain was pulled away, it was a joke cuz it looked like the two girls were kissing and pulling their clothes off. one girl stood up and pulled her shirt around her breasts in indignant embarrassment. i think both girls had short, straight blue hair. then someone cast a spell on one of those girls (or maybe a dif girl?) to calm her down os, and then that girl turned into two little girls who both fell asleep instantly on the cloth overhang of a shop. reminded me of the sanrio little twin stars.