blue's journal

(0011) God or her mother

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 23:39:03 GMT

I cut lines from lines from lines
Splitting phrases and words and lines
Put that one there and that one there and that one here
The best parts go in the title and the worst parts go in the end

It's a quest for identity and independence
He does this for his own good and not the good of anyone else
He goes to the castle and he is afraid and lonely
He thinks about heroism and courage and then he is all right
The other one doesn't have it on his own

(0010) Purple farts and holy grails

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 23:06:30 GMT

He is in despair

I believe in putting things on the internet
And letting them stay there
Even if they're really terrible
You've contributed something
To the collective human text collective

Things have changed since before
The king begged him to go on the difficult quest
Lancelot went crazy
The kingdom will probably end soon
Is on the way to ruin
It's about growing up and growing old

He is feeling optimistic

(0009) So lazy

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 04:18:40 GMT

I want to write more
But I have no time
I tell myself I have no time
But in reality
I have little moments here and there
That add up to hours per day
So I have no excuse
But my own
Laziness

I am going to try to write more
I hope I stick by my word
Not that it means much

(0008) SFreaks Part 2

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 14:44:09 GMT

Fog City Diner
Fisherman's Wharf
Musee Mechanique
Stinking Rose
City Lights Bookstore
Coit Tower
Green Apple Bookstore
Ton Kiang
Yerba Buena Center for the Arts
Cafe Tiramisu

(0007) SFreak Part 1

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 00:03:35 GMT

I am on vacation
But I'm not feeling relaxed yet
Kind of boring so far actually
And everyone's said that I will have a good time
I would hate to prove them all wrong
Hopefully will get better
After all it's only been a few hours

Katana-ya good ramen
Martin-Lawrence Gallery contemporary pop-art
Chinatown kinda boring and touristy but I should go back to buy the bootleg Ultraman stickers

(0006) Deserted

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 22:45:55 GMT

Life has been so busy lately
And frankly I forgot about this journal for a good long while
But I have no friends here
So why bother
You know

I say that I'll post more
But it will last for a week
And then
Who knows

(0005) Wasting more time

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 20:47:50 GMT

I'm so hopelessly addicted to this site
And I don't know why
Please visit my city:

http://bluetan.myminicity.com/

(0004) More studying or maybe not

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 23:46:57 GMT

The last test wasn't so bad
But I still have two more, and two days to study
They will probably be wasted sitting around
Me? Study
Psh

(0003) Computers hate me

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 02:37:49 GMT

I think I'm going crazy
I'm entertaining the idea of switching to Linux
I have to get a new computer but I don't want Vista - It's infested with AIDS
And I don't want a Dell because it will probably overheat or fail in another manner
I don't care enough to put down enough money for a Mac
And I've been kind of anti-Apple in recent years because I refuse to buy an iPod
All -chans' tech boards have failed me
Does commiejournal have a tech help community?
It would make this so much easier

(0002) I hate finals

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 17:26:27 GMT

I have an hour left to study
I hate studying
I couldn't study yesterday - I listened to music all day
This will be my life for the next week
I can't conjugate verbs any longer

Non capisco l'italiano. Lo studiavo per tre anni, e non posso scrivere niente. Dovrei esercitarmi le coniugazioni dei verbi, ma non lo farei.
Che è il trapassato? Non uso in inglese...forse tu usi ma io no.

(0001) My new journal

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 17:17:16 GMT

I have a new journal
Do you like it
I had a journal before in high school - I deleted it
I had another one last year for trolling a community - it got boring and pointless
Maybe I can be honest in this one
Sometimes I want to vent and be an attention whore but I try and I just cant