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anal @ 2007-10-12T02:08:00

2007-10-12T06:09:08Z

14 Oct 2007 12:00 P
Bears vs. Vikings [FOX]
21 Oct 2007 3:15 P
Bears vs. Eagles [FOX]
11 Nov 2007 3:15 P
Bears vs. Raiders [FOX]
18 Nov 2007 7:15 P
Bears vs. Seahawks [NBC]
25 Nov 2007 12:00 P
Bears vs. BRONCOS [CBS]
2 Dec 2007 3:15 P
Bears vs. GIANTS [FOX]
23 Dec 2007 12:00 P
Bears vs. Packers [FOX]
30 Dec 2007 12:00 P
Bears vs. Saints [FOX]

YES, I keep track.

anal @ 2007-10-12T02:03:00

2007-10-12T06:04:29Z

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	4.6
Mind:	4.9
Body:	2.8
Spirit:	5.5
Friends/Family:	4.7
Love:	6.9
Finance:	2.9
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Your Life Analysis:

Life:
Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts
for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy
you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of
these things, based on your answers. Your life score is on the low end.
Making key changes to different aspects of your life will bring you
greater fulfillment. Do not be discouraged. Seek help outside yourself
if need be. There is always time to change, and change will bring many
rewards.

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity,
ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in
knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure
thought free of interference. Your mind score is rather low, which
means that your mental state is not in tune. Learn to filter out the
noise of everyday life. Unplug, relax, read a good book. Take up a new
area of study. Simplify and focus your mental energy and your mind
function will improve.

Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and
general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however
many of us are lacking in this area. You have a very low body score,
indicating that your physical health is not in a good condition. You
must redouble your focus on improving your body, through nutrition,
exercise, and stress reduction. Bodily damage accumulates, so do not
delay your healing.

Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that
elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your
philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner
peace and balance. Your spirit score leaves room for improvement.
Consider making a concerted effort to redefine your attitudes and focus
your beliefs. Boosting your spirit will lead to greater life
satisfaction.

Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your
relationships with those around you, and is based on how large,
healthy, and dependable your social network is.
Your friends and family score suffers, yet it does not need to be this
way. Strengthen your social network by reaffirming old bonds. Seek out
new friendships, and they will provide you the reward you need.

Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic
situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most
glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is in good
shape, meaning that things are going well. Do all you can to maintain
it, and continue to grow and move ahead.

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current
financial health and stability.
Your finance score indicates that your financial situation is in
disarray. This is an all-too-common problem. Do what you can to live
within your means while improving your financial prospects for the
future.

anal @ 2007-10-12T01:59:00

2007-10-12T06:00:05Z

1. When you want to have "you" time, what do you do?
Usually, I do a lot of thinking.

2. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
It depends on HOW personal they get.

3. Have you ever cried and didn't know why?
Yes. PMS is amazing.

4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
I'm truly happy right now.

5. Have you ever found someone of your same sex sexy?
Yes I have.

6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
I'm in a partial long-distance relationship, it's hard work.. possibly harder then a real relationship without the distance, but it's all for the best.

7. What did you do at your lowest point in life?
I don't think I've ever had an ultra low, but I made a couple stupid choices.

8. What brought you back from that?
Nicholas.

9. Have you ever envisioned your own wedding?
Only with Nicholas.

10. When is the last time you personally made someone else cry?
I don't know. I haven't intentionally done it, I don't think.

11. The last time you were kissed, where were you?
Ha.

12. Do you eat a healthy diet?
Hell No.

14. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends?"
No. I mean.. if you didn't have such an impact of a relationship with that person on a more than friends level, then yes; but if you were in love with that ex, and saw your entire future with them, no.. because I personally could never seperate those feelings, I could never go from being insane with love for someone and bouncing back to just friends.

15. Would you attend each of your exes’ funerals?
Not likely. They were all losers.

17. Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else?
I don't see why this takes away from the aspect of a person when it comes to dating.

18. When is the last time you were on a vacation?
I've never been on a vacation.

19. Do you make your bed every day?
Nope, I sure as hell do not.

20. Are you too shy to tell people when you're developing feelings for them?
I haven't developed feelings for anyone except Nicholas, and even though I'm madly in love with him, sometimes there's things I want to say that I don't know HOW to say.

21. Do you use the Internet or television more?
The internet, by far.

22. Have you ever worn black nail polish?
Once, I believe.

23. How much older than you is the oldest person you've kissed?
Ha.

24. How much younger is the youngest?
HA.

25. Which celebrity have you been compared to most?
Uh.. Bjork. I don't see the resemblance.

26. Do you have romantic feelings for anyone, and if so, do they know?
Yes I do, and yes he does know.

27. What are your plans for your future?
Nicholas.

28. Do you want to be in a relationship right now?
With Nicholas, yes I do.

29. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
I plan to do so, in order to make a new life.

30. Have you ever done any acting on stage?
No, but I would like to.

31. Do you like being in pictures?
If I'm taking my own pictures.

32. Do you cry easily?
It depends on if I'm going through PMS, otherwise.. no.

33. Have you ever been more attracted to a significant other's sibling than them?
Can't say I have.

34. What is the last fun, free activity you did?
I played UNO today, actually.

35. Do you enjoy romance?
To a certain extent, some romance is overly cheesy and naive.

36. Do you tend to fall for people easily?
No, I don't. But when I finally do fall, or when I did fall for NIcholas I should say, I fell hard.

37. Have you spent more time in your life single, or in a relationship?
Single, but emotionally unavailable

38. What person in your family are you the most like?
No one, it's people who're most like me.

39. Are you quick to start a fight?
Not really, but I'll open my mouth if I have something to say, of course no one will like it.. and that usually starts a fight.

40. Have you ever put anything other than cheese in your grilled cheese?
Yes. Tomatos and pickles.

42. Do your parents really know YOU?
My mom does.

43. Have you ever felt invincible?
Nope.

44. How many cars have you owned?
Uhm, none yet.

45. Do you get along well with your siblings?
Sometimes. I have a common ground with each of them.

46. Would you rather be cheated on or with?
It's lousy being cheated on, but it's even worse allowing yourself to be the other woman.

47. Do you feel like you've got some growing up to do?
Even the most grown up people still have growing up to do.

48. Do you like to dress up?
I've only dressed up once.

50. Do you own a little black dress?
Nope.

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1. When is the last time you held a baby? About 30 minutes ago.
2. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? No.
3. What book are you reading right now? The Diana Chronicles.
4. Is your lipgloss poppin'? I'm not even sure what that means.
5. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked? I haven't seen him :(
6. What's your best physical feature? I have a few.
7. Can you dance? Yes, I can.
8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? Hell No.
11. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? Nope.
12. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would you do? The same thing I do every day, absolutely nothing.
13. Who's the last person that called you? Nicholassss.
14. Have you ever been on your school's track team? Can't say I have..
15. Do you own a pair of Converse? Nope.
16. Who did you copy and paste this survey from? Someone on Gj.
17. Do you eat raw cookie dough? Ew, no.
18. Have you ever kicked a vending machine? Can't say that I have.
19. Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs by playing a bad one right after it? No, I hate when they play music period, and then run some fucking commercials for an hour.
21. Do you watch Trading Spaces? Nope.
24. Are you cocky? Sometimes.
30. Could you live without a computer? As long as I had another way to communicate with Nicholas.
35. Are you in high school? Nope.
45. Is anyone on your bad side now? Nope.
46. What jewelry are you wearing? None, right now.
47. What's the first thing you do when you get online? E-mail.
49. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? Nope.
50. How do most people spell your name? Like it's supposed to be spelled?
51. Would you wear your boyfriends/girlfriends clothes? If he was like 900 lbs heavier than me?
56. What are you doing tomorrow? Who knows?
57. Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson? I don't care.
60. Will you keep your last name when you get married? Nope.
62. When is the last time you left your house? Todayy.
67. Do you return your cart? Yes.
69. Do you have a dishwasher? Nope.
70. What noise do you hear? CSI.
71. Would you survive in prison? Hell no.
76. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you? Nope, all my friends live out of state.
77. Do you know anyone with the same name as you? Not personally.
78. How many pairs of shoes do you own? Two actual pairs of shoes, and about 6 pairs of flip flops.
80. Whats the last thing you ate? A bit of hamburger.
81. What service is your cell phone? I don't have a cell phone, right now.
85. Where is your cell phone? ABOVE.
86. Is your phone on vibrate or ring? n/a
87. What brand are your pants right now? I'm not wearing pants.
94. Favorite song? I have a few, but right now it's gotta be Garth Brooks - More Than A Memory
99. What do you drink? Regular liquids.. Arizona Green Tea, alcohol wise, Budweiser.
100. Whats your favorite drink? Sprite.
101. Do you like sushi? Nope. Hate fish.
102. Do you cut your hair every month? Nope.
103. Do you go online every day? Pretty much.
105. Do you know anyone that has changed your life? Nicholas.

anal @ 2007-10-12T01:56:00

2007-10-12T05:59:21Z

tell me a secret.

friends only, beaches!

2007-10-12T05:52:46Z

MY NAME & ICONS MAY BE OFFENSIVE. THIS JOURNAL WILL HAVE CUSSING. I MAY POST PICTURES THAT INVOLVE SEXUAL CONTENT. THAT'S FINE. IF YOU HAVE AN ISSUE WITH IT, CONSIDER THIS YOUR WARNING. WHETHER OR NOT YOU CHOOSE TO MAKE DRAMA ABOUT MY ICONS, CHOICES, AND CONTENT IS ALL ON YOU. IT'S CALLED MATURITY. EVERYONE FUCKS. EVERYONE TRIES DIFFERENT THINGS. AND MOST CERTAINLY EVERYONE IS VULGAR. I JUST MAKE IT LOOK GOOD. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO ADD ME, DON'T. NO SWEAT OFF MY BACK. IF YOU WANT TOO, GREAT. MAKE SURE THAT YOU HAVE A STRONG STOMACH, A LOT OF PATIENCE, A SENSE OF HUMOR, AND THE ABILITY TO DEAL WITH ICONS THAT MAY INVOLVE ANAL, OR CUSS WORDS. I AIN'T NO BIBLE THUMPING BITCH, BUT I HAVE RESPECT. DON'T LET MY USERNAME OR ICONS FOOL YOU ABOUT WHO I AM. I JUST LIKE OBSCENE THINGS.

How do you recover a past that was never yours to lose?

You think you know the world you are living. If you can feel it, and touch it, and smell it, and taste it, then it must be so. You tell yourself that you would be your life on the simple fact that the sky is blue. And then one day someone comes along and informs you emphatically that you're wrong. Blue, you insist. Blue as the ocean. Blue as a whale. Blue as my daughter's eyes. But that person shakes his head, and everyone else backs him up. You poor girl, they say. All of those things---the ocean, the whale, her eyes---they're green. You've gotten them mixed up. You've had it wrong all along.